Divorce...

It is something that hurts every single person..unless you have no heart. My parents are going through a divorce right now and it hurts my heart. I have to also choose which parent I enjoy living with. My mom is a weirdo, jewish mother who goes crazy over the simplest things. She has introduced me to Judism and does anything for my protection and saftey. But she is really stressed out most of the time and takes it out on me and my three siblings. Not abuse, but yelling, screaming, and making me cry. But I am really sensitive so that dosent count...
My father is a funny man that is always there to help me and to talk to me. He is really understanding and dosen't take out his anger on us. He gives me a chance to talk and he is really nice to me and my sibs. I really want to live with my mom but I really really want to live with my dad at the same time. My dad will still show us a jewish education, but my mom dosen't believe that. I need help.

Which One?

Yesturday, I was thinking of a guy. Two guys to be exact. The first boy is a handsome, tall, gentleman. My mother also seems to like him. He is really nice to me and talks to me alot!! He also seems to like me. The second boy is a boy I knew since Kindergarden. He is pretty weird but is a super genius and is pretty cute...I guess I just like him because he is smart. You know, I have no idea why I like him. I think I like the first boy. He is sweet to me.